10 am, I look at my watch. It's still early. Maybe I could sneak inside, grab my stuff and leave without him noticing me. Hesitation began. 12 pm the clock was going by so slowly. I'm going.

I grab my shoes, the ones with the green soles. i like those shoes. My jacket? No I don't need my jacket. As I step out on the summer air it hit me, that hot boiling air from the suns radiation. I like that feeling, it makes me feel alive. I like feeling alive. I look at the ants marching by my feet, I think I’ll try and step on them as I walk. They work so hard only to be killed by my feet, that also makes me feel alive.

I’m powerful.

I have on my favorite t-shirt; it's a blink 182 shirt. The one that says real men wear pink. I like Pink.

Life is good today. The warm summer air, the ants, the birds in the sky.. I look at them and feel so alive. A lot of people don't do that; appreciate the smaller things in life. I do.

The walk was long, but I don't mind. I have done it before. Just once. 2 pm I get there. Things seem quiet so I enter. No one seems to be home. I start up the stairs and see him; he's in the living room. So I walk back down and approach him. I say hello but he didn't answer right away. I'm confused. His back is turned. i can't see his face. I think I’ll go closer.

~CLICK~

Confused. I pause.

~CLICK~

No words come out

~ GOOD BYE ~

I hear those words

~BANG~